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[Jul. 22nd, 2009|03:45 pm] |
In light of me wanting a new journal... I got matching journal and aim. You can now find me at ![[info]](http://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) loveeverafter and the new aim is l0ve ever after. If I had you added on missn you crazy you're transferred over to the new sn, but if I don't have you added, leave me your sn I'd love to add you!
As for the journal If you want me to add you, leave me your name and journal name. I have a lot of people that don't update these days so I don't want dead weight in my new journal, kthnx. |
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| One year that I almost lost, you but now I have you and I won't ever let go. |
[Apr. 25th, 2008|02:16 pm] |
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Today marks the one year anniv of dads accident. A part of me feels as though it's only been a few months.. The other part of me feels like it's been two years rather then just one. We've had a lot of ups and downs, and some of you that I have added know the situation, others can go back and read www.greatestjournal.com/yourlies to understand what I'm talking about. That stops after I think June, because by then we were traveling 40 miles one way and it got to tedious to write everynight. He's doing okay now for the most part. He's not the same dad I grew up with, he's more like... the simple side of my father, but he's still that.. My father, and god gave me a second chance to be his daughter again and I'm taking every advantage of it as I can. I'm with him every chance I get and we have fun again, like it's supposed to be.
We had to take him to the emergency room last night. His neurologist speculated that after his eeg last week that he may have water on the brain again and ordered a ct scan stat. So we took him to St. Joseph and they did a ct scan, blook work, a chest xray the whole bit. We were there from about 7 to midnight, and dad got really tired, but thankfully the ct scan came back negative for water on the brain, no blood on the brain nothing. Good as can be for the trauma he's gone through. He does have enphazema really bad, and a touch of bronchitis, but they're pumping him full of antibiotics right now so he'll be good soon. Thankfully they let him come home instead of keeping him which was a relief. He was extremely tired.
Today he got up and he was chipper, that is until his workplace sent him flowers, and it finally hit him what today marked, and now he's quite depressed. Not so much I think because of what happened but how much its' changed him and the fact that he realizes now that he won't ever go back to work, and he just doesn't know what to do with himself. There's a lot of things he can't do period and it bothers him. June 5th will mark his 50th birthday, and dad swore that he'd be working and staying busy well past his 50th birthday... but you know... He deserves to retire. He deserves to just sit on his butt and thank god that he has his life and enjoy it. Enjoy life. And I think that'll be the hardest thing for him to do, but I think with all of our help he'll accomplish that.
So with that daddy... Today marks the Past, the Present and the Future. You have a family that loves you, and above all? You have your daughter back. I know you don't remember all the fighting and stuff and I thank the lord for that. I want you to just go on thinking we've always been this close. I can't wait for you to walk me down the isle. I'm glad God gave me that chance to say that and to have it happen. You're my hero, my one and only. I love you with all my heart, and you'll always be number one. I hope you never forget that.
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[Feb. 1st, 2008|04:55 pm] |
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Well, this is the first journal I've had in nearly 4 years... Crazy how life flies by. The name is Joeleene. I'm jobless at the moment so I'd love to start rping again.. So if anyone knows of some good communities, let me know please!
People I would play:
Jennifer Love Hewitt
Elisha Cuthbert
Sophia Bush
Hilarie Burton |
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